Journal
Reclaiming my Time: False Starts
I told myself I’d sit down and write whatever came out. She isn’t even asleep yet. I put her in the crib, stuck a pacifier in her mouth, and killed the lights. I kissed her on the head and
Read postThe World is a Mess and I’m About to Have a Baby
I’m about to have a baby. And my mind is full of mass shootings and asinine arguments and interpretations supporting inflated 2nd amendment rights, and protests being misinterpreted, and Ta-Nehisi Coates’ realistically bleak view of the future of race
Read postOn Retiring from Professional Racing
Every morning for 10 months, I woke up to the sight of my elite racing kit that I hung on the wall next to my bed as a motivator after Achilles surgery. It was a visual cue that represented a
Read postSix Weeks of the Couch Life: An Update
The scar from my heel surgery is looking good, the contours of the heel bone beneath are smooth, the achilles tendon is nice and mobile. 95% of the time I feel zero pain. I’ve spent six weeks as a
Read postGetting Comfortable
One Week Done I honestly can’t believe it’s been a week already since I had surgery. The next 11 weeks stretch out ahead in a way I can’t even let myself consider. I can’t think about how it will be
Read postAn Unexpected Victory
Yesterday I got surgery on my Achilles area in a foreign country by one of the leading tendon specialists in the world, and today I am a new woman. Not just because he fixed a bunch of broken shit that
Read postThe Next Step
It’s no secret I’ve been dealing with some achilles stuff for quite a while. Over two years to be exact. About six weeks ago I had a breakthrough. A very high resolution MRI read by Dr. Amol Saxena found that
Read postI miss my dad
I knew he would die the moment he was diagnosed. So when he did, two years later, after liver cancer did its work, it felt…appropriate. The death itself was messy. I watched him gasp for air, in a coma, supposedly
Read postFrank Fleshman: Obituary
April 9, 1955-May 15, 2015 Frank Fleshman passed away May 15th in the arms of his wife and two children, after a two-year battle with liver cancer. A casual memorial was held at the family home with his friends and
Read postTime for a Check In. How’s the Goal Chasin’ Coming Along?
Not great. That’s the first thing that comes to mind when I ask myself how my goal chasing is coming along. And you know what’s fucked up about that? My life is actually awesome. I have lots of goals, and
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