Contest Winners Announced! (See bottom of page)
The Race at Crystal Palace Diamond League
It was so awesome I can’t even describe it. It felt…good? Yeah good. Like the way 5k’s used to feel before I broke my navicular in 2008. It had been so long that I almost forgot how GOOD it can feel to race when you are properly prepared. My body felt smooth and relaxed for eight whole laps, and not having a cramp allowed the body to do what it was trained to do once the pace started to grip in.
The hardest part was getting to the starting line. After Stockholm, I was hell bent to make a turn around for London, but I was shell-shocked, hyper-sensitive and mentally fragile. I got all the right people on board to tackle the physical stuff, and then I set to work with assembling my mental arsenal.
With 24 hours ’til start time, my focus was getting to the starting line as relaxed as possible, which required diligent redirecting of my thoughts when they attempted to run wild. But even after all that work, there was a moment after my warmup jog where I was about to scratch from the event entirely. I had made up my mind that the race was going to be a disaster because it wasn’t possible to turn things around that quickly and I’d be better off not starting than pulling out half-way.
Scanning the field for Coach Rowland, I tried to find the right words to tell him my decision. He was nowhere to be found. Momentary panic.

The atmosphere was unmatched! Fireworks went off when I crossed the line and the crowd was incredible! Photo by Stu Forster/Getty Images Europe
Then I had a vivid memory of 2007 at this same competition..I got this exact same feeling to scratch the event after the warmup. But in the end, I took the pressure off, decided to just “do my best,” and I won the damn thing! This memory brought a smile to my face just as Rowland emerged from wherever he was hiding. I ran up to him, said something like “holy hell I’m nervous,” hugged him quickly, shrugged and smiled, and ran off to the final call room. He might have said some final words of wisdom but I didn’t hear anything else until the crowd roared on my way to the finish line.
Wow. Double wow.
When I finally got a chance to come home after drug testing, I got online and my computer almost exploded. The number of people who tweeted and facebooked and commented genuine excitement was so overwhelming, I cried. Your support blows my mind. Thank you.
How the Turnaround Happened
Going from 15:27 to 15:00 in eight days had nothing to do with last minute workouts. There were five main factors that made it possible:
- Dr. Lorenzo at Pure Sports Medicine discovered I had a stomach ulcer, which was causing my cramps. Diet adjustments and stomach acid control fixed 80% of it.
- Neil Black at UKA and Alex Fugalo at Beyond Health found that my diaphragm and intercostal muscles (between all my ribs, front and back) on the right side had reacted into a tight wad of grizzle, (probably as a result of having an ulcer for several months and running through massive pain for so long.) “Magic Hands” Jon Murray of OTCE spent every day on the case, loosening me up so I could race cramp free.
- Nike and OTC Elite helped me address the problem logically and quickly, and financially supported me through it. I was an emotional, over-reactive mess, so outsourcing human logic helped dramatically.
- As the physical stuff starting coming around, I had to get my mind back on board to BELIEVE again, which required using all my tools (I wore a hole in my “Strong” shirt), literally talking to myself in the mirror and on all my runs, and working things through with my trusted peeps, (special thanks to AJam, Skip, Bridget and Jesse for the long talks, and Coach Rowland and my sports psych for turning the last few critical screws that kept my head from popping off.)
- Getting in the right race makes all the difference. Ian Stewart, the race director of Crystal Palace, put together a field of evenly matched women ready to make breakthroughs, and we did. If every endurance race is set up for a world record, not only does it get boring to watch, but you lose depth in the events because capable athletes can’t make intermediate steps towards the highest levels.
My Favorite Reports
The coverage of the event was fantastic, so I’ll direct you to my favorite links that tell the story better than I can.
I still haven’t watched the short highlight video from Universal Sports because the link won’t work in the UK, but it made my sister cry and gave Jesse goosebumps. Its a short one. Check it out here if the embedded video doesn’t work. Or maybe here for Europe?
Ryan Fenton of Flotrack (an excellent summarizer by the way) wrote an article called “Comeback of the Year?” which sheds some light on why my reaction to winning involved spraying Lucozade sports drink in the air like Old Faithful, and stopping to bow (bow?!) to the incredibly enthusiastic British audience on my victory lap. Check it out here.
Runnersworld (online) points out the drama of quick turnarounds in their weekly race report (with some excellent vocabulary I might add). Those guys compile the relevant happenings in our sport in a subscription-worthy manner. Props.
And finally, Flotrack was on site to catch a post-race interview:
Watch more video of London Diamond League – Aviva London Grand Prix 2011 on flotrack.org
What Happens Now?
I’ve already celebrated, hard, and just about recovered from both the race and the celebration, so now I wait. Because I finished so far back at USA’s, there are a lot of people who can take the open spot at Worlds before me. There is a chance I could go to Daegu for the World Championships if like 23 things fall into place at once, but none of them are in my control. I delayed my flight back to the USA for a week to let the chips fall where they may.
The Contest Winners!
And finally, I’m happy to announce the winners of the “race-time-guessing-thingee” games. Thanks for participating!
Stockholm winner: Armando from Edinburgh
With me tweeting and blog-gloating about all my hard training in Font Romeu, all your guesses for Stockholm were very generous, (thank you for the confidence!) but Antonio was the least optimistic so he wins. His prize was supposed to be a postcard from Stockholm, but I’m throwing in some free Picky Bars from my special Europe stash as well.
London winner: Matthew from California
There were many close ones, but this guy was right on the money! His prize is a sizable stash of English sweets you can’t get at home (some mouth-watering, and some silly looking) and a signed bib number from the race. Wahoo!
Man I love contests.
Awesome, awesome, awesome race! I’ve been following the blog for a while now, and sensed that you were ready for a breakthrough. Sometimes its hard to get all the variables lined up right in races, even if your training is going well. This is encouraging for me and should be inspirational to a lot of others as well. Congrats and best of luck the rest of the season, wherever you end up continuing to race!
Seriously, your turn around is very inspiring. Most people would take a week to just mope after a bad race rather than turn it around and win the next weekend.
The strong tank is my go – to as well. I actually feel like I bad-ass in it. I don’t know why. The joy one doesn’t quite do it for me. I haven’t work MBS, yet. I seriously want to run in NYC in the strong tank because for some reason a lot of my negative chatter disappears when I wear it. What kind of fairy belief dust did you put in the material?!? I also write strong in planner in big bold pink each week to remind myself of that, and I know that is super loser and cannot believe I am admitting to that.
I seriously think you should start that petition. If not, then please go to the same Scottish cafe that JK Rowling wrote Harry Potter and write a memoir of the past 2 weeks so that we mortals can learn how to control our minds like you can. Ok? Thanks!
Tack. Syftet med sidan är just att så kortfattat som möjligt lägga fram inoitmarfonen. Jag är inte expert på ekonomi, jag är inte professor i filosofi eller historia så jag försöker istället fylla en egen nisch. Jag planerar dessutom att periodvis skriva på ett sätt som många blir provocerade av, vilket inte många libertarianer gör.Jag kan definitivt lägga in fler länkar så att de som vill fördjupa sig kan det.
Wow. If your finish in this race was “vacuuming the track,” you must be a scary sight going full blast. You looked fantastic. Congratulations on a huge win, which must be incredibly sweet after the trials and tribulations of 2011 until this point. I’m sure you’ll savor this well-deserved victory for a very, very long time. Meanwhile, your mention in the interview of future plans that are currently being kept close to the vest–very tantalizing. Looking forward to the big reveal!
I was so excited to see that you raced well! I really enjoy your blog as well – keep it up.
Massive inspiration! I genuinely punched the air when I checked the results and felt more emotion than I should probably admit to when I watched the replay.
Belated congrats from one of your biggest fans in Europe!
Oh, I’ll just freely admit that I got all teary-eyed watching the replay. So much courage – just amazing. Congrats again from another fan in Europe (and glad to hear you got the stomach ulcer under control!)
I was idly checking facebook when I saw Jesse post that you won and your time. I snatched up my laptop and ran barefoot through the yard to our workshop to tell my husband about your win and your time and we high-fived on your behalf. Your win is huge huge huge for you, but it also means so much to the rest of us. Thanks for being out there and available to us. That US highlight video is better than the best feel-good movie you can think of, especially when you know the backstory.
So AWESOME!!!! (happy tears in my eyes) I miss you!!!
I really like to watch you run…but, I love to see ya win! Congrats.
Yay! Loved watching that video. And love hearing all about your life and your running, Lauren. You are an inspiration to so many people. Congratulations on your well-deserved win!
Lauren – I’ve been following your blog for a while now and I am such a fan. ( nerd alert!) I am so so happy for your win, I have watched all sorts of replays and you are such a ROCKSTAR! Though, with your awesome lead, I was waiting for you to talk about balls again at the finish line 😉 You really deserved it this year. You have overcome so many obstacles the past few years, physically and mentally and I love how you honestly and eloquently have described the mental turmoil that is distance running. It’s good to know how someone with so much talent, drive, and success can still have fear, doubt, and uncertainty. It helps us regular runners who strive for PRs ( rather than medals) feel not so alone when we question ourselves, doubt ourselves, and I’ll admit – my mental sticky stuff has been the sole hindrance to my times ( i always blame my training but i’m in denial = its my brain). so CONGRATS! I hope you are celebrating. It just goes to show that even with a slow start to the season, and setbacks early on, drive and determination ( and duh tons of hardwork and mental preparation) can get you there! thanks for letting us join in on the emotional ride there. You inspire me 🙂
IMPRESSIVE WIN! Makes me wonder what the “Welcome to F-ing 5K workout” was a few weeks ago. But mostly just happy for you after following the blog and the rough patches you’ve persevered through this year. Was hoping last week was just a bad day or you needed a bit more time to absorb the altitude training. It’s a lot of fun reading about your experiences, Thanks for sharing it with all of us!
That’s outstanding, Lauren. I could practically see the confidence emanating from you as you take off and pull away on the bell. Congratulations on this victory and I hope it’s only up from here for you. You deserve this.
What a great race! Way to go! Stay strong.
I just want to Thank You for giving us injured athletes hope. Hope that we too can one day bounce back and be at the level we once were. I have only been able to run one race in two years, I have seen many doctors and nothing seems to work. I’ve felt like giving up, like quitting and giving up the sport but as you mentioned before, it makes me too cry harder. I know deep down that is the last thing I want to do. Congrats on the victory! Well deserves but most importantly thanks for inspiring others, including myself. It is kind of hard not to feel inspired and to find a bit of hope after reading your blogs or watching your Flotrack interviews. I wish you the best and hopefully you make that World Championships team.
Lauren you’re mental strength to come back after last week is amazing!!! That of a true star… Congrats, great race and look forward to seeing more of it!!
Great racing, your a breathe of fresh air. Keep going!!!
Way to go Lauren, you ROCK!!!
Congratulations on an awesome race! You are such an inspiration!!! Your highlight video of the race gave me chills. Keep rocking it out girl! We are all behind you every step of the way.
Now that you’ve had a few days to process everything, it’s time to get back after it. I will submit my next prediction now: 14:52.45. We both know it’s in there. Time to let it out.
She closed a 15:00 in 62. In the right race, I’d bet Lauren can at least run in the high 14:40s right now. I’ve known male runners in the 14:40s who couldn’t run the sort of race Lauren did.
I still can’t get over how excited I am about this race. 15:00 alone is superb; running THAT kind of 15:00 is just huge. I can’t wait to see more of Lauren at her best!
I recall asking my boyfriend how the women’s 5k went and in his exact words “Lauren Fleshman is unreal.” Of course, I was super psyched!! I read your blog all the time and I know you were due for something big. Can’t wait for your next race!! Keep the ball rollin’!!!!
Had the biggest smile on my face while reading this post Lauren. So happy for you. Amazing race.
P.S. Cracking up at the bow. Sounds like the proper thing to do in England. 😉
Awesome race ! Really inspiring story and big congratulations for such a breakthrough !
But can you shed more details on your ailments ?
How did you find out ? what was not “working properly” ? How did you fix it ?
Your blog is really an outstanding reading because you really speak openly about yourself, which is really rare ! So keep going both with the successes and the blog !
I also petition for a trip to Korea !
Julie,So glad to see your blog. The posts are endearing and the memory of your tree and the boys playing in it brought warm feelings to my heart and wet my eyes w/the bineerswtettess of time gone by.
Congratulations on making the team to Daegu!
Fantastic to see USATF used some common sense and put you on the team! Congratulations, and thanks again for a totally awesome and inspiring race in London.
Congratulations on a terrific race in London, and for making the team for the World Championships! It’s been great to follow your story, and I wish you luck!
congrats on being named to the World’s roster! must be awesome to get to wear “U.S.A.”
Holy shizz you’re going to Daegu! I’m so excited for you! Congratulations! You’re in fantastic shape; I can’t wait to see how you run there.
Lauren,
Congrats on your inclusion for World Championships.I’m delighted that you will be able to represent the U.S. in the 5kms.Run hard,strong and like the wind.
Cheering for you,Sandra
As another fan/follower of your blog and running, in general – ditto on all of the compliments regarding London. When I watched the video it gave me goosebumps (thanks for posting the metacafe link). Really inspiring.
Beautiful running – you looked great through those last 500m – strong, confident, in control. Congrats on Daegu – just read about it – you deserve it.
Huge day for Fleshman news today. The forthcoming trip to Daegu wonderfully completes the Dream Turnaround story, which now reads as a real-life fairy tale. But the news about the NYC Marathon is equally exciting, since the race passes about a block from where I live (near the 18-mile mark). New York welcomes you!!
wow, congrats lauren! big things, big things! so glad you were rewarded for keeping the faith and not giving up when it might have been so easy to throw in the towel with your injury, etc. really looking forward to watching you in daegu and nyc!
Congrats on making the world team! Don’t be scared, just RUN!
Congrats!!! And NYC MARATHON!!! I can’t handle all the Fleshman news today, it’s too much awesomeness… It’s scary how excited I am for a total stranger, but really, you deserve all of this excitement! Good luck at worlds!
Wow. Congrats on going to Daegu. I am looking forward to the women’s 5K. Good Luck.
Congrats on the WC spot and excited about your marathon plans.
I thought today, why do people love Lauren? She has not won Olympic Gold or been a World Record Holder. Donovan Bailey, the Canadian Olympic Sprinter and former world record holder complained that he was “not loved” in Canada.
He did not understand that people will admire your athletic achievements, but they will love you for the sort of person you are. That is why people love Paula Radcliffe and why they love Lauren Fleshman. Now we also know and wish that Lauren has it in her to achieve her athletic goals as well. Bravo from Canada!
Hey Lauren,
Congrats on making the WC team!! Way to go!! I may have told you that I am a tour leader for the T&FN tour to Daegu. We are having a welcome lunch for the tour at the Novotel in Daegu on Thursday, August 26, at 1:00 p.m. and a gala party, also at the Novotel, on Wednesday, August 31, reception at 7 p.m., dinner at 7:45. We’d love to see you at either or both. You can e-mail me or Jon Hendershott (JH@trackandfieldnews.com) if you can make it.
Best wishes for a great race in Daegu!
Lloyd
Wow! That’s awesome! Congratulations, Lauren!
Congrats Lauren on making the WC team and the incredible Crystal Palace finish made all the more memorable by the skill with which you dodged the dude with the clipboard on the last lap 🙂 I was teary eyed watching the finale having been glued to your blog since the ‘looking like snot’ post. Best of luck in Daegu and not to mention the NY marathon
Lauren, I love your story and how you tell it- all the way through. You are amazing and it is very inspiring to hear your very real words about your success. I can’t wait to see how the rest of 2011 unfolds for you!
Drea
Yay Lauren!!!! Looking forward to seeing you in the final. Kick butt!!
I’m really glad you had a good run at CP. I live 2 mins from the park so I train there with my son quite a bit. We love the park and track. We run reps up the hill every week with South London Harriers. I’ve won the local park run a few times but my best days are long behind me but my son is starting to get competitive with some promising cross country results.
Any advice for building confidence in an year 13 runner?